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June 20th, 2007
Finally summer. Summer at last. My chance to return to blogging!
It sure has been crazy these last two years. I’ve met some friends that are super-sensitive about what others say, and another who seems truly not to care on very many levels. So how do you think it feels to talk a lot with one, and then switch over?
Some people just don’t seem to understand…
Unfortunately there are always those people, that are different, strange, apart from the rest of us. People unique and often distasteful in their ways. We accept them, we say hi to them, we include them, but then when no ones looking we are all thinking the same things about them. One can only imagine, what will happen to them in the future. Maybe we are only think they are different because we are the majority, maybe in the future they’ll be with more people that we’d consider strange, and then we’ll be outcast, and finally realize what we have done wrong.
Of course, that brings up the question, what if we are the ones that others have cast alone in the dark, what if unbeknownst to ourselves we are the person that is the subject of hateful speech? The emo duckling in the MySpace group?
Pain. Love:
I see too many people everyday fall to despair, at the hands, or words, of him, her, Bei. No, I’m wrong, this emotion is different. It is not despair. Despair is loss of hope, this is deeper. Not only is hope lost, but any hint of acceptance, of a reversal of opinion, and you jump on it, fly on it, live on it. But it ends quickly, the flying stops, and you die on it.
And that is the pain of love, or rather lack thereof.
Find happiness in your family, in yourself, depending on others has brought me only to this blog post.