I fail at life

January 29th, 2006

Yes I do. Winterball was awesome, however is was totally not what I expected and it probably would’ve been better if it were anything like I thought it would be like.

Ok ok, to be honest, it was kind of like what I expected, but not what I had hoped for. If you find my life completely uninteresting as most people do: long story short I ended up being a loner as usual.

I am unpro like that :/.

Basically what happened was that Jack, Wayne, and I were at Jack’s house waiting for the girls to do their thing. Which they did, however took an hour longer than they had said. Jack was pissed. We were supposed to meet at memorial park. We ended up just going in front of Jessica’s house. It was cold, it was rainy. We all got our nice suits wet. That sucked. Not really a problem for Jason or Jack… they have dates to comfort them. Me and Wayne had absolutely no reason to be there. Or rather my reason to be there didn’t recognize my existance. A small exaggeration. I’m not surprised I mean it was a very… akward?, unique?, stupid? situation. Except I felt like the stupid one. So everyone went to Coldstone and Katie and Cynthia got their ice cream and yeah I coutinued looking like an idiot. Oh by the way. I had also forgotten to bring my student ID and ticket because I was too stupid to think straight before the dance, but thats ok they let me in anyways. Wayne left about 20 minutes before everyone else did so he could meet up with Rachel before the dance. Later Jessica’s (nice) mom drove us all back to the school and we got in. The breathyalyzer was quick and easy, not a nuisance in any way. Once we got in we hung out and met with friends for a while and then got a nice large table inside the ex-gym. Everyone sat down and took photos with their dates. Even Wayne did. I sat in the corner feeling akward. Gradually everyone met up with their friends and people started dancing. From then I realized I had no business with the couples. I felt left out :(. But thats ok I’m used to it :|. Wayne failed to do anything with Rachel and I proceeded to go dumb with Reg and Chris. I made a completely fool and ass of myself. I looked tres retarded. But thats ok because if I sat around and thought about why my date won’t go within 10 feet of me or why Jason gets to freak everyone while I sit in the corner thinking… you get the point. So I lost all of my sanity, all of my intelligence, all of my reputation no doubt, and went dumb. Very dumb. You won’t believe how dumb I went. I can’t describe with words but Adrian has some video :P.

In the end it seems like everyone had a good time. Especially Jason haha. Cynthia hooked up with her friends and such and she had a good time and the couples did all their stuff and took their pics and got their group pic (which I wasn’t in because I presume I am a total loser) and such. I lost my common sense for a couple hours that night.

I know a lot of you will think I am a complete idiot and disregardable pawn for going dumb like that at the dance… and if you think that I would like to say ITS YOUR FAULT. Because all you Type B Brain Pattern people are so weird in my opinion. Of course a Type B BP would have the opposite opinion and think I’m weird, but thats ok because I have already wasted 3 hours of my life discussing that and I don’t need to do that again.

Yeah I would’ve of been happier if Cynthia wasn’t like… THAT… but dude my expectation is like -10. I’m an idiot.

Anyways I have hecka++ homework. I shouldn’t be taking time to write this post. And I only got about 4 hours of sleep. I suck. I really do suck. I wanna talk with Erica…

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