Hooray. So it’s all coming together
September 26th, 2006
According to some American something, depression and all that is just some mixture of chemicals and what not in our brain. As much as I am opposed to that, it does serve as quite a brilliant scapegoat.
Yo, I think my neurons need some tightening.
Too bad people are never satisfied. So the problem, beyond all the stuff I won’t confide in you, is dang, I am hecka fat. I seriously need to lose some weight! Why is it so hard? Shouldn’t it be much harder to do well in math or something? Instead I sit on my fat butt all day. I mean every morning I tell myself about how much I’m going to excercise, can you guess the outcome? I end up talking on MSN and doing my homework and then sleeping. Absolutely great. I really suck haha. Maybe this talking to myself right now will change me for the better like blog posts tend to do alot for me. Sorry if you thoroughly disinterested or loudly proclaiming “No Shit!” right now. I like to set terrible goals that can be best described as in my dreams. So my goal right now is <23 BMI by end of high school. Do you think I can do it? If so, you are probably wrong, but just to prove myself right I’ll try. I’ll try what I can. No more after school eating. No more spending money. From now on I carry enough money for a BART ticket and bus ticket home. No more compulsive spending. It ends NOW. So if tomorrow if you see me eating, take my food, stomp on it, and then slap me. If you are not a girl and have inferior slapping capabilities feel free to kick me and or punch me. I’d prefer you slap me tho, I kinda like slapping, it hurts more.
September 27th, 2006 at 4:05 pm
Ahem…
“Depression, mental illness in which a person experiences deep, unshakable sadness and diminished interest in nearly all activities. People also use the term depression to describe the temporary sadness, loneliness, o rblues that everyone feels from time to time. In contrast to normal sadness, severe depression also called major depression, can dramatically impair a persons ability to function at social situations and at work. People with major depression often have feelings of despair, hopelessness, and worthlesness, as well as thoughts about comitting suicide.”
Educate yourself.
September 27th, 2006 at 4:45 pm
I think you can do it. ^-^
September 27th, 2006 at 4:56 pm
whos nani? and what does “ahem..*random obvious comments on behavior of the depressed*..educate urself” mean?
but anyways. of course you can do that diet thing! just remember, hire my diet coach as ur diet coach. xD he stole my chips. he stole my candy. mangg he be stealing everything! ..well..when hes around (doesnt count fridays or weekends xD)
September 28th, 2006 at 4:20 pm
It means that it’s ridiculous to “disagree” with a medically accepted mental disease. That’s all I’m saying.
September 29th, 2006 at 9:46 pm
i think i told u before but pleeeassse don’t go all stupid and emo… cuz ur sure as hell sounding like it sometimes. *sigh* w/e.
October 1st, 2006 at 7:08 pm
Who is “me”? I like their style, whoever it is.
October 2nd, 2006 at 8:12 pm
It’s from all that Ramen you took from my house. ;(
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October 3rd, 2006 at 6:09 pm
GG ERIC I GET A PUNCH =) You ate something today!
October 5th, 2006 at 11:18 am
does it matter more on the outside
or does it matter more on the inside
If u call urself depressed…
then…
Am i at the stage of having “thoughts about comitting suicide.”