still unimpressive

Another day is upon us. The smart people are at ATDP, the others at CCC and my friends are no where to be found. My parents are bickering at each other and I have most of my projects 80% done. Life has suceeded in completely sucking. So I was supposed to go somewhere today but once again god has somehow managed to prevent that and jail me inside my own home. Which isn’t all that bad but I really need to get some spare air and do something other than watch TV and program. In fact I don’t think I’ve physically talked to anyone at all except for a while on Skype. If this goes on I think I’m going to forget how to talk. I wish I was mad, because that usually leads to something productive, but instead I’m disgusted how summer has turned out for everyone that isn’t going to an overpriced class.

At least I’m getting so fresh air right now. My backyard is still one place I can go to free myself from the confines of my house. OutKast goes perfect with being outside and blogging :P. I can’t think what I’m going to do today. It’s like I have no choices. Let me think, I have eTunes pretty completed unless I want to make a new major feature, ericzhang.com needs a little work but that won’t take more than few minutes, NetHue needs several hours of work that I’m not ready to do yet. Maybe I’ll just spend the whole day out here? Enjoying the sight and smells of the riping apples on our tree, but thats gets really boring at noon when the suns is beaming hard.

Well I have absolutely no reason to be on AIM now, no one will be on anyways. I really think I need to get some work done, but I’ve been doing that for so long! Who knows what I’ll end up doing. As of right now I don’t think I want to go back into the house until my parents leave for work.

It’s almost my birthday! Yay! Except I’ll probably spend it at home by myself because all my friends are doing something and the ones that aren’t can’t get a ride. Yep life sucks. I’ve been reduced to a level tha I dreamed I went to my friends house and actually enjoyed it. This summer it seems that almost everyone wants to see their friends but no one can because everyones schedules are so different. I think OutKast says it best “And the whole, world, loves it when you sang the blues”. So I remain isolated in my house. As I said in the beginning of the post, I was supposed to do something today, but that never happens because I’m completely unimportant and unsignificant in the lives of others.

I wish I was an Oscar Mayer weiner … then at least I’ll get eaten by fat capitalist republican Americans and not be left to die.

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